{"id":3193,"date":"2022-09-16T17:35:39","date_gmt":"2022-09-16T17:35:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/petrana-sabolek.net\/?p=3193"},"modified":"2023-03-02T12:23:24","modified_gmt":"2023-03-02T12:23:24","slug":"bezobrazne-godine","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/petrana-sabolek.net\/index.php\/2022\/09\/16\/bezobrazne-godine\/","title":{"rendered":"“BEZOBRAZNE GODINE”, PRI\u010cA IZ RUKOPISA KRATKIH PRI\u010cA “GLAVOM KROZ ZID”"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"Opet je u dvori\u0161tu, sjedi na svojoj stolici, pa prolaze\u0107i, uz pozdrav pitam: \u201eKako ste, danas, susjed?\u201c<\/p>\n

\u201eKao i ju\u010der, bezobrazne godine.\u201c uzvra\u0107a.<\/p>\n

\u201eZa\u0161to bezobrazne? Ja rekla bih da u\u017eivate! Sjedite i promatrate \u017eivot.\u201c<\/p>\n

\u201eDa, i ti \u0107e\u0161, ako do\u017eivi\u0161 ove, bezobrazne, u kojima se \u017eivot samo i promatra.\u201c<\/p>\n

Razumijem \u0161to ka\u017ee, no ne shva\u0107am gor\u010dinu. Poku\u0161at \u0107u je doku\u010diti, ka\u017eem, pa poput Njega i sama zasjednem na svojoj terasi i ukipljeno \u010dekam taj gorki \u017eivot.<\/p>\n

No zakratko, u kutu pod krovom, opazim pauka. Marljivo plete jo\u0161 jednu neuni\u0161tivu mre\u017eu, a podno uli\u010dnog kandelabera za struju nepoznata ma\u010dka ne\u0161to nju\u0161i. Ne\u0161to va\u017eno jer ju ni brige za kre\u0161tave vrane na susjednom krovu, a njuhu joj ne smeta ni zamamni miris procvjetalih ru\u017ea u dvori\u0161tu. Zaiskrila im jutarnja rosa kapljicama po laticama, a one crvenije i od pokrilja crvene bubamare. I\u0161arana crnim pjegama upravo mi je sletjela na utrnulu ruku \u0161to ju dr\u017eim nepomi\u010dnu poput Njegove. No ugledav\u0161i je, kre\u0107em pjesmom iz djetinjstva: “Let, let, bubamaro dovedi nam goste…”<\/p>\n

I jo\u0161 ni ne otpjevam, a iz hodnika zvono na vratima.<\/p>\n

\u201ePa zar ve\u0107? A i tko bi to mogao biti?\u201c, pitam se, a kad ono, opet samo po\u0161tar. Opet dolazi s buntom reklama u kojima ve\u0107 odavna ni\u010deg novog osim bezobrazno visokih cijena. Vra\u0107am se zato svojoj \u201eposve\u0107enosti\u201c i usput gotovo makinalno spustim reklame u kutiju za otpadni papir.<\/p>\n

Ali od prija\u0161njeg \u017eivota vi\u0161e ni\u010dega. Bit \u0107e da je zvono rastjeralo i ma\u010dku, i vrane, i, naravno, bubamaru, a ni pauk vi\u0161e ne plete – posve se posvetio plijenu \u0161to se ve\u0107 dao uhvatiti mre\u017eom.<\/p>\n

I tako mi u vidokrugu ostale jo\u0161 samo ru\u017ee s tek jo\u0161 ponekom kapljicom rose. Ostala rosa ve\u0107 isparila. No najva\u017enije je ipak da sam i uz tih par sli\u010dica shvatila su\u0161tinu bezobraznih godina: ne mo\u017ee\u0161 dalje od te, neke, stolice, me\u0111u ostali svijet koji i dalje \u017euri put svoga vremena.<\/p>\n

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Opet je u dvori\u0161tu, sjedi na svojoj stolici, pa prolaze\u0107i, uz pozdrav pitam: \u201eKako ste, danas, susjed?\u201c \u201eKao i ju\u010der, bezobrazne godine.\u201c uzvra\u0107a. \u201eZa\u0161to bezobrazne? Ja rekla bih da u\u017eivate! Sjedite i promatrate \u017eivot.\u201c \u201eDa, i ti \u0107e\u0161, ako do\u017eivi\u0161 ove, bezobrazne, u kojima se \u017eivot samo i promatra.\u201c Razumijem \u0161to ka\u017ee, no ne shva\u0107am […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3199,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"gallery","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[7,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3193","post","type-post","status-publish","format-gallery","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-blog","category-proza","post_format-post-format-gallery"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/petrana-sabolek.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3193","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/petrana-sabolek.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/petrana-sabolek.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/petrana-sabolek.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/petrana-sabolek.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3193"}],"version-history":[{"count":14,"href":"https:\/\/petrana-sabolek.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3193\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3510,"href":"https:\/\/petrana-sabolek.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3193\/revisions\/3510"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/petrana-sabolek.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3199"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/petrana-sabolek.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3193"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/petrana-sabolek.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3193"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/petrana-sabolek.net\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3193"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}